Friday, July 03, 2009

Its been 7 months since i blog. Time really fly so fast just like a blink of an eye. And Guess what LIFE is so GREAT. In this 7 months i learn alot and i grew alot and serve alot. i enjoy my last 7 months with my sound crew. HAHA. Man i going NS in 4 days. which is this coming tuesday. Man i will miss u guys alot. Working with the worship team and sound team. Man we sure do have lots of memories. i am very proud of you guys[sound team]. hahaha MAN MAN. i dunno what to blog. Life is great with my dad. hahaha =) hmmm dunno wat to blog liao. later than continue. LOL

Monday, December 29, 2008

just came back from Australia. it was beautiful. want to go again. done lots n lots of shopping. really enjoy it with my family. Well, 1st day was so tired. so went back to the hotel. and sleep. it was really tiring. then in the evening went out to have dinner. and me and my family sat the ferry's wheel. it was beautiful! and then went to have supper. wow their food is really expensive. it cost me sg$7 just for a hot-dog bun. is way to expensive. well the food there is way too expensive except fast-food. so that's all for the first day. well on the 2nd day, hmm woke up at 9am which is 7am sg time. went to the city. walked around and went to book a place in sunshine coast for xmas day. so after that went arnound the city. and sat the ferry. WOW IN 2 HRS I AM TEND ALREADY. my goodnesss. the temperature is same as Singapore but is more hot.so after the ferry. went around to shopping again. then went to botanical gardens. then went to take the night ferry again. and thats our day. haha and now the 3rd day. went on a tour to mount tambolrine is was so so cool! so nice!! man. and there are ppl leaving on the mountains there. wow. and went on the forest walk. then aftter that went to O'railey's vineyard. wow first time to a vineyard. it is super cool! tasted wine. wow...is so so nice! and now for the 4th day. xmas day. well travelled all the way to sunshine coast. it was nt bad. is an experience where i stayed with the locals. was kinda cool. wasn't use to it on the 1st day.but after that was alright. well stayed there for 3 days. didnt shop much there. and i stayed beside a mountain called mount coollum. so during the 3 days. went to water-world. and it is so small. no point going. LOL and went shopping in sunshine plaza. didnt buy much there. bought fruits chocolates. haha. and then went back on the 28 dec to brisbane and shop around. bought 1 shorts. and then at night went to a tour to another mountain to see the whole city of brisbane called mount coo-ta. it was super beautiful! is so nice. is something like mount faber but way higher and can see the whole city of brisbane. like seeing the whole of singapore. then 29 went back to singapore. well thats all of my trip wanna see pics. go to my facebook. i will upload soon. ahaha^^

Thursday, November 20, 2008

man!. i got this super big issue in my life!! and it getting me into so much trouble!! HOW TO WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING!! man..i really cant wake up. sian. always miss my morning lessons on monday and friday. GOD how???? should i invest on 10 alarm clocks. i think i really should. i think this saturday i will be going to buy alarm clocks before i go to service.this really makes me feel so shitty. how to hellp myself..i dunno..saddens my life.

Monday, November 03, 2008

hmm..this few days. I have been stress about a couple of things in my life. I realize i don't really know how to prioritize what things to buy first and last. i really wish i am rich. Not in this type of average poor state. Now i really need a new job. Sometimes i really don't understand. Why God don't put me in a very rich family. But why he chose others to be rich. Sometimes i realize that money is a big burden in my life. And i really HATE it alot. Because of Money, many things can't be done. sometimes I think. Why God has a plan for me. But yet he still put me here. Why doesn't he put me in a rich family and the plan is the same. I feel so bloody mis-serable. Without money, i can't persue what i want. Without money, my family is going to be even more stress. Without money so many things can't be done at all.

Now i have to go make bank loans for my study. And is a burden. A burden of not enough money. LOANS...DAMMM IT...i see other families who don't even need a bank loan. And that is one thing off their mind when they have money. They can send their children overseas to get a higher qualification. But for me..that is no way. sometime the life that God put me in really sucks. why cant i just be rich and the God's plan is the same as now. Life really sucks.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

MAN..is already friday..I WASTED MY week..no contacts and no new-belivers...DAMM...what the hell am i doing. I need to overcome my fear..arrr.why cant i be more courageous..damm it.
I just don't know why. When i just step into the school, everythings' different. Has my school became a devil's stronghold. Once i step in, everything is just want to go home and don't want to do anything. GOD HELP ME..why am i so dis-obedient. i am so angry of myself being so weak to fight against the devil.

The HOLY SPIRIT TOLD ME THIS BEFORE LEDERSHIP CAMP:

SIMEI ITE need prayer walk!! AND THATS WHAT WE NEED TO DO FIRST. we need God to come into our school before we can start our evax. If God is not there with us. NOTHING IS SUCCESSFUL.There isn't any revival in our land cause God is not in our land. We must invite him into our land and he will prosper us.

MAN I WANT TO WIN MY SCHOOL!! 10 WEEKS LEFT! ARR!!! God pls pls help me to overcome my comfort zones and not be lazy. Actuallly i wanted to tell my simei group about the prayer walk. Damm everything also scared. i am such a insecure person. God help me change in this area of securness. Help help me!!

Prayer Walk!

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Man..i have been working overnight lots of times. God.. hanging out with you ay. well today's work is not really good..well, got piss off my china ppl. shant elaborate. well, the harvest is coming already man. God help me alright. well, is just me and u alright. ahaha.

Lord. i wish to go a very cooling country like US or Europe. Eh God. i want to migrate there man. Own a big land, a house, and nice big yard. man want to see the sun rise with you God. Hanging out with u there. is just so cool man.

Well, school is starting soon. and i didn't do well for my previous paper which is a D. GPA drop to 2.1. Got to work hard in this coming sememster. God is for your glory alright. God is all for you.
life is changing.
God is just me and u. HELP me Guilde me.. thnks dad^^

Saturday, October 04, 2008

well bdays over. and this are my wishes:

-To overcome the Giants in my life
-To overcome all fears in my life
-Not to be the negative
-To meet God everyday in my life
-To lead my life well
-To have a better life-management
-To have a better spiritual/physical discipline
-To honour God in everything
-To be empowered by God even deeper
-To see my school cross over the line to Christ
-To see my parents cross over the line to Christ
-To see my vision come to past
-To do well in my studies
-To be a very different leader from all other leaders
-To be even close with the Holy Spirit
-To impact the world with God

and more..if i write is nvr ending.

well, it is another chance that God has given me. It is an opportunity that God has given me. God is saying that it is time. And now is the time where God will use me to reveal him. Hmmm i need to tell myself no fear. God says no fear in the bible 365 times.

Dear God, you are my guide. You are my shepherd. Lead me to where you want me to be. Lord when i win, i will still love and praise you. And if i lose i will still love and praise you. Lord help me. I need your guidance,strength. Help me pls lord. Guide me and change me. I want to be different from others. PLS LORD make me different. Lead me to lead those who don't know you yet. I love you lord. i love you lord. thank you lord. i will always give thanks to you. change my life. Help me lord. In Jesus Name, Amen. ^^

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